::no matter how long the winter,spring is sure to follow::

no matter what,..i hope for da sunshine to shine brightly over there,...n i hope that i can just smile sweetly,...n have a cup of coffee while toodles flying kites in the eve,....yeah,..i hope that i can have a nice day,....after all those things that happened to me,.....yesterday was the past,...n i just wanna delete them off!!...perhaps,i hope that i'll meet my charming,...i hope that the day will come,....i'll be waiting for u....:)in every girl's life there will always be that one guy;he's the one who hurt you a countless amount of times, he probably caused you the most pain in your life, and he probably treated you the worst out of all the guys yet he's the one you will fall the hardest for because with those bad times, and with the pain, he will then treat you the best and will always keep you coming back for more regardless of the pain he ever caused in the first place.i'm now healed,fully healed from the wound,throught an operation,...n it takes a long2 tyme....with u or without u,..it was da same,..my life just going on,..and now,....there's some hope for me,....to live in happiness,....well,...u r now,out of my inbox,..n it means dat i've deleting u away,after being like crazy hoping dat u'll be back,...n u'll be mine,..n after having in dat crazy way for 2 years...u r now,..deleted away!!!n i'm the happiest person now,...there's someone who wanna be a part of mine,...:) n even he's not meant to be,..but i was just happy with my life now,..at least,there's hope for me to live happily,...n i'm fine now,....:)
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